the void...

Im lost in this worldSo confused with all thats around meThe people ive met. The friends ive madeThe friends ive lostIt tears me downConfusing the way i feel about things...What i want...Who i want...Everything has changed me...Ive have made myself grow stronger...Learning from my mistakes ang trying to make a better me...But still...Even when i accomplish something...Even when i actually do sumthing right...There is still no feeling of being happy...Why is this...Why cant i be satisfyed with the things i do...There are onl two things in my life that i want right now...People that i can trust...And god...I need these things in my life to fill that void...That emtiness that i have been living with for most of my life...These two things make me so happy...But its hard these days...To find people you can actually trust...To find people u can actually rely on when im going through a hard time...To find those people that wont betray you in a way where u give them a second chance and they blow it big time....I need poeple that can fill this void for me...And ive found a few of those people...And i do whatever it takes to keep them by my side...But for some reason i feel as if i only have very few people in my life that i can trust...And i continue to search for more of those people...And i continue to search for god...Only he can bring peace to my life...Because he has already blessed me with three things that i havent noticed about myself but others have...I am patient with others...I always forgive others...And i am always kind to people...Sometimes I think that these things are the reason for most of the hurt i feel...Sometimes i feel like people use who i am to get what they want...But god has always givin me the stength to hold on...Because idk how i could of stayed strong on my own...So i will continue to search...To search for these friends...And for god............To fill.......THIS VOID.......